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Cillian Murphy by Rich Gilligan for Cara magazine. The outtakes. Check out full sizes of these and others here and here.

The idea of not being a kid anymore terrifies me. I am an adult and I have been hurled out of the world of boys and girls into the fray of men and women, and expected to function as a grown-up when I never functioned very well as a kid.

Kelley York (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

Thank you all who are showing your support and love. I will talk to those of you who have reached out to me and just know that you are helping me tremendously. 

Much love.

I don’t know wat to do right now someone please talk to me, I’m afraid I’m going to do something I can’t come back from. 

Everyone I can talk to about this sort of thing just hurts and I can’t hurt them anymore so I have to talk to someone else right now. I feel like the most awful person in the world and I just want to run away from everything and I’m so freaked out right now I can’t think straight. Just, if anyone sees this, pm me or email me or text me or whatever. I don’t even care about giving my personal information out right now, I seriously need help. 

My email is ladiyelshua at gmail dot com and you can text me at 385-439-9767. Please don’t call, I have severe phone anxiety and cannot talk to strangers on the phone. 



I’d like to tell you about my new puppet, but city council insists that it doesn’t exist

Dude this is both amazing and adorable.


This is so beautiful. I love it!